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the air up here is so thin

by VVILFRED

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1.
For some reason I miss smoking cigarettes, I miss the taste of Marlboro Reds, I miss the rush in my head These days I've been smoking weed instead right before I go to bed, I hope I wake up dead... I can"t stand the old me x2 *the old me* Smoke dancing in-between my fingers I use my thumb to flick the ash off (I've got) burn holes in the legs of my clothes Inhaling until it hurts I'm letting out the worst of the burn I feel the nicotine She's my evil queen, she hates me *back to present* (course) It was stupid, I wish I wasn't stupid I'm sick of baby cupid shooting arrows in my back I feel like I'm under attack I feel it al the time I know it's just inside but I can't keep it inside (yea I used to) I used to say I loved you I used to roll Light Blues I know that I'm your type too but now I don't fuck with you 'cuz you fucked with me yea you keep fucking with me why don't you leave me be I can"t stand the old me x2 What was I thinking The worst part is that I haven't changed I still wish I was dead x2 But for now at least I don't still smoke cigarettes
2.
“A man who has some heat inside himself prefers to remain outside, where he will neither prick other people nor get pricked himself” I am a self sustaining man I can heat myself Don’t get to close it I’ll prick yuh Don’t get to close or I’ll stick yuh I like to lay my bones down on the earth and let the water flow over me I live inside a box full of colorful rocks and all of my favorite things Rest In Peace Charlie Manson He taught me how to be a hippie And Rest In Peace Aleister Crowley He taught me how to be a freak I’m not the same me when I’m alone I’m not the same me when I’m back home When I was drunk at 2 am You would never understand who I am Who am I? I am a self sustaining man I am a self sufficient man I am nobody I am a no one
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sunset drink 02:56
* instrumental about drinking Modelo on the beach and watching the sunset *
4.
flames 06:53
Whistling window A ghost creeps in She is beautiful But I can’t feel her skin x2 I’m Looking into Ice cold eyes She says “You should free your mind” I feel it in the pit of my stomach I can taste the magic in my mouth You crack my jaw with your sharp eyes I taste the blood in my cheek Now you slip away and your mind starts to play I’m watching and I’m waiting I’m searching for inspiration I’m falling asleep my thoughts are on repeat I'm caught in the loop I can’t reach what’s in front of me everything I see I’m stuck inside lucid dreams What if the purpose of life is to find purpose in life? Some day I’ll drive my car into the sky That will be the day that I finally I die Whistling window A ghost creeps in She is beautiful But I can’t feel her skin 'Cuz I won’t let this fire die I’ve carried it my whole damn life I know what you want you’re too scared to get it You know what you want but you’re too scared to get it (And) if you die tomorrow Was your life worth the years of sorrow x2 You crack my jaw with your sharp eyes I taste the blood in my cheek Now you slip away and your mind starts to play I’m watching and I’m waiting I’m searching for inspiration I’m falling asleep my thoughts are on repeat I'm caught in the loop I can’t reach what’s in front of me everything I see I’m stuck (inside lucid dreams) I'm addicted to sex and cigarettes The drugs help me forget my past regrets Cuz I feel like a stereotype I was born to lose But I won't let my flame burn out my glow won’t die down x2 I’m still here x2 I want this world to burn And I wanna love forever And I want this world to change And I want to stop wanting
5.
* instrumental made with tools from Deerheart Ranch *
6.
I’m taking to demons Im livin in a cave I’m slayin dragons I do this everyday You know this is my passion But I’m a afraid to say I don’t like the attention please don’t mistake I hate writing Cuz I have nothing left to say I can’t confide in you Yea now I’ll be on my way I wish I was creative
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Deerheart 06:03
Outside of Montrose county There’s a house at the edge of a field On top of the hill laying underneath the soil There are resting bones of strangers only a few familiar I sit and talk to them wishing they were here I’m trying to remember falling asleep watching Cartoon Network Deerheart Nice cars She said “Sweetheart, you’re a rock star.” Locked somewhere inside inside that house there is a great big box and inside that box there is a boom boom boom "Love's a funny word they should invent a better one." "What does that even mean? Doesn’t sound like a real language to me." (course) And I miss you (I swear) I’m doing ok Yea I’m in bliss too I can smell the sent of cigarettes and dust The cat left scratches on the couch These marks will never go away I climb the tree house I feel the breeze how nice Outside of Montrose county there is a house on the edge of a field Somewhere inside this house there is a great big box There are resting bones of family I sit and talk to them I’m trying to remember I'm wishing they were here
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c-one 03:58
Stoners n drunks Hippies n punks We’re all here by the fire The misfits wit tha cocaine Going fucking insane Shroomy doomy bathroom Hooded Druid lets me in his tomb Oooo lala Free your mind and your ass will follow Ooooo the cone zone Is not my home Noah came in with the axe Is this how you guys relax? I’m drunk n sweaty she took the fucking kids I can’t find my friends Who are you here with? Catch me in the mosh pit till the end I just wish I could call these kids my friends
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wanna dance? 03:00
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apologies 06:50
11.
love lies 08:24

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These are songs I wrote mostly during the summer of 2019. A lot of it is reflecting on my year as a whole. I released it on my birthday to mark the end of the year... for me.

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released September 21, 2019

all songs written and preformed by Will Purcell

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